July 10, 2024

With Emma at the Ladies-Only Swimming Pond on Hampstead Heath

In payment for those mornings at the mirror
while,                    
                              at her
                     expense, I'd started my late learning in
Applied

French Braids, for all
                              the mornings afterward of Hush
                    and Just stand still,

to make some small amends for every reg-
                              iment-
                    ed bathtime and short-shrifted goodnight
kiss,

I did as I was told, for once,
                             gave up
                    my map, let Emma lead us through the
woods

"by instinct," as the drunkard knew
                              the natural
                    prince. We had no towels. We had
 
 no "bathing costumes,"  as the children's' novels
                             call them here, and I 
                     am summer's dullest hand at un- 

premeditated moves. But when
                              the coppice of sheltering boxwood
                      disclosed its path and posted

rules, our unwonted bows to seemliness seemed
                              poor excuse.
                       The ladies in their lumpy variety lay

on their public half-acre of lawn,
                              the water
                        lay in dappled shade, while Emma

in her underwear and I 
                              in an ill-
                        fitting borrowed suit availed us of
 
the breast stroke and a modified
                              crawl.
                        She's eight now. She will rather

die than do this in a year or two
                              and lobbies, 
                         even as we swim, to be allowed to cut

her hair. I do, dear girl, I will,
                              give up
                         this honey-colored metric of augmented

thirds, but not (shall we climb 
                              on the raft
                         for a while?) not yet.

Linda Gregerson, Prodigal: New and Selected Poems, 1976-2014 (Houghton Mifflin Harcourt, 2015)   

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